3rd Times a charm

Well I have mad it to the dreaded 5yr of my 3rd marriage. This is the point where it all seams to go to shit. I do love my wife (this one) for a change and maybe I will get through it this time.

Hatred of a Job + Coworkers

I work for a tech consulting firm so I actually work in someone Else's office building. I fucking hate the company I work for. My coworkers (who are also techs from the same firm) on the other hand make coming into the office everyday a living hell. Does anyone have the secret to this quagmire called life? or at least the winning lottery numbers for next week. I feel better now. So i will close the trap door in my mind where the evil thoughts dwell and go out a kick a dog. JK. I know this isnt blog worthy shit but its whats going on with me at the moment and I needed to vent.

Put up or Shut up Micheal Psycho

So it all started innocent enough and I was reading my friends blog when I got to the bottom of one certain topic I saw ,
"Shit! There's plenty of time until the next election in 2010! Time to file some papers! Secretary of State's office, here I come! If this is what amounts to the decisions required of the governor of California, I'm running! I know that I can do much better than this shit, and I don't even want the job! But what the fuck, if Schwarzenegger's proven anything over the past few years, it's that anyone can keep the seat warm at the Capitol! So let's roll! Posters! T-Shirts! Soft money Pay Pal donations! Stat! "
So I clicked the link and saw that it would not be impossible for him to actually run for office. So my sick mind started to work and the black sludge covered gears started to grind as the toxic mix of diesel and electric smoke poured from my ears. I thought what the hell I want to help get my friend elected to office.
"Below is the actual email I sent him, let hope this is one of those historic moments and not just more shit on the net.
"Lets do it, I will help anyway I can. They can do allot worse. We can have a fundraiser for the $3500 and get bands and celebs to back you. You are always bitching about whats wrong now its time to put up or shut up. And even if you don't make it very far thing of all the chaos and disruption we could cause while getting you there, and just think if for some fucked up twist of fate you did make it.....god help anyone who is not on your side.
Gov. Micheal Psycho. "

Whats wrong with Evil?

There has to be Light & Dark, there has to be Up & Down, so there has to be Good & Evil. I'm not saying that I don't love to bask in the sunlight of good and spiritually uplifting thoughts and prayers but sometimes I need to fall back to the dark side (and not just because they have cookies) I find my mind in situations where dark thoughts are a comfort to me and playing out scenarios in my head keep me from acting on impulses that should not be acted upon. Now don't get me wrong I'm not saying that I'm a serial killer or going to blow something up, I just think things to myself about myself that usually involves no one else. I don't bow and pledge to the dark side of myself but I do tend to visit there from time to time, like going to Vegas for the weekend. I mean come on there is light and dark Rye even.

Um... Well......?

Some say life is like a rollercoaster if thats true then my track goes up and down the fucking himalyas. But today is like the salt flats nothing happening, just dull. the point is I have no point and Im fucking boared with my job.

Fuck You

That’s right Fuck you, you hybrid driving wanna be greenies that do 55 in the fast lane just because you have the right to be there, move the fuck over I’m coming through doing 90MPH.
Fuck you McCain & Obama, McCain we don’t need another dipshit steering this titanic of a country into an off shore drilling rig & Obama you better find a good and capable running mate, because even though most of the country has evolved I guarantee there is still a large number of uneducated white folk out there who not only don’t wan a black president but for sure will have you in there cross hairs. (Not me of course I’m not a hater but a realist).
Fuck You California, we you used to be the crazy fun forward thinking state. Then when all these motherfuckers came here looking for the dot com money and didn’t leave but now influence our day to day lives and politics, we should have had work visa's issued to these troglodytes when they got here so when the money was gone so were they......then maybe As a native Californian I could actually afford to live in the state where I work.
Fuck you T. Anthony Price, you had it all and you pissed it away. Family Friends Music Art Kids and for what so you could sit around and get fucked up on booze and drugs just to waste what were to be the best years of your life.
And finally......
Fuck you, ya you. You know who you are and what you did.

I dont know the answer to that question

I know its my job to know but what I dont know is alot. I'm good at my job and it drives me bat shit when i dont have the right info to do my job correctly. I hate haveing to say I dont Know.